I wish I fell in love a little sooner.
Everything personal.
Well…
Love is that one word I stuck on while discussing and then, I laugh on the inside little. And then, continue to listen to the stories.
Love has always taken a special place in this heart of mine. The lights turn off, and yet, your light shines through the entire darkness, that surrounds me.
Ok… Grammarly has no sense of poetism.
Tonight, I was watching Suzume, with my little sister. And I don’t know how much she understood the entire plot, especially the last part but there was something different from other anime movies.
Suzume… the movie had love, pain, and a lot of emotions. But there was one emotion that caught my eye out of all.
It was acceptance.
Suzume’s love interest becomes a Keystone, and traps himself in the Ever After, only to realize that he wants to live. And live more alive.
Suzume rescues him turning the Daijin into Keystone. But again, eternity waits for none.
He has to leave in order to close more open gates. But before entering the train, he comes and hugs Suzume and says that he will come to see her.
Suzume returns home after a very long journey. And studies hard. Perhaps, years pass. The slow melodic music flows into the background. The time isn’t mentioned in the movie.
On a fine morning, Suzume goes to her school in the same way on her old cycle. And there she meets… like the first time, she met her.
There are a lot of emotions at play in these situations. POV If you ever had a breakup, and you see your ex after a long time. That’s what I’m talking about.
But all that is shown is a smile. Smile accepting the passing of time. Time unbraiding and mingling their destinies to make them meet… again.
What I don’t have, is what you are made of.
Time's the railroad ties,
Wind is like soft skin,
Stars are the birthplace,
People are just mirage…
It’s no wonder that people die for love.
That people are willing to die for their lovers. Love is a strong force. And you won’t understand the magnitude of this statement unless or until you have felt love yourself.
It was two years.
And perhaps, those two years completely changed my entire life. It’s like that reel running on The Blunt Official, The man she met; The man she made.
And out of the thousands of people we met. In this short span of our mortal lives. There is that one person who comes and completely changes your world around.
She comes with a storm. And after the storm ends, all you are left with is clarity.
And this type of clarity can only be experienced. Not taught. Not learned.
For two years… I was in love.
I was drowning in love.
The world seemed to stop and for a moment, it seemed to revolve around that one person. She was… she can’t be described in one word.
Her skin was white. Her hair: pitch black. And a single strand of hair fell from the right side of her forehead. Her smile was breathtaking. She was just there. And it seemed like I could watch this single face smiling for years.
But not everyone is on the inside, like they show it.
Yeah, that’s how love feels. In the end, things were… those are personal.
She is happy with someone else. A better ‘man’, she thinks him. Perhaps. Her happiness is all that matters. It is important to come to terms with this reality and acknowledge it.
You have to accept that she might not be happier or at peace with you, and you have to leave her so that she may attain the one she truly deserves.
2 years is a long time. From this perspective which I hold now. And those two precious years had built up the entire foundation of the person I’m today and the person I will be.
Love is amazing. Not a single in that doubt. And it can work wonders if you use it for your motivation. To be a better person, for her.
A different urge comes from within. And at the same time, letting go hurts like hell.
But just like I said earlier… after the storm ends, there’s a silence in the air. There’s peace. Peace to look through yourself to attain the clarity you were searching subconsciously for a long time.
Perhaps, letting go is also an art of love.
(Comment if you agree)
And in the end, there I’m, focused, disciplined, and a better man for myself.
Breakups make you mature. And perhaps, this maturity is what I had needed for a long, long time.
I wish I had fallen in love a little sooner. Not the boyfriend-girlfriend love. True love…
And hence, after having felt the effects and side effects of love… I support everyone, even my juniors to fall in love. To taste love, in its entirety ;)
Because this might be the one thing that would change your entire life.
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